ยฟ i will listen to my conscience and do what is right ยฟ
Posted: Fri, Oct 25, 2013 07:44:31 AM
nice start, after all, this is certainly all about me, and you guys are just along for the ride. after a night of being a pain in the butt for my significant other, i feel very rested and ready to roll through the end of my work week. she, unfortunately had to leave the room and i feel sorry for something that i had no control over last night. so today, as i walk through my day, i will remember that those things i do, that i have a bit of power over,and that are unpleasant or annoying to others, will be what i try not to do. kind of like doing the right thing, for the right reason by making a conscious choice not to do something.
anyhow, if you have been following me for any length of time, you have discovered that tolerance is not one of my strongest suits. i often comment on how others behave, what they may say or how they walk through their recovery. most of the time, i use it as a case in point, to illustrate something in me, that is bugging me, but am i actually practicing the principle of anonymity by just not using their names? am i being hateful and hurtful? is this an activity that may need to stop.
all of those questions are certainly good ones, and i will ponder them over the course of the next few days, as i move forward in my life. where exactly does their anonymity stop and mine start? with that question in mind, i think i will leave this for now and get started on my way to work, as i have a lot to accomplish and very little time to get it done. it is a good day to be clean.
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