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considering how less than stellar i have been feeling up until i took off from work for a week and concentrated on my recovery, the insanity of the past few months, has been relieved, just for today. in not for my physical fitness program and Fantasy Football, i wonder if my daily maintenance program would have been enough. i am grateful that i had enough distractions to keep from wallowing in my misery and making everyone in my life share that misery.
this afternoon, as i watch ADHD football on the Red Zone and pound this out, i can feel the FAITH that i was lacking. i am sure that allowing the POWER that fuels my recovery to take care of me, is an action i can take today. as i was working out this morning, i had a notion that maybe instead of wasting the day just watching football, maybe i need to finish one of the projects i have been working on. what keeps coming up as i finish my weekly chores and get ready to roll up to my parent's house, all before the home team kicks off, i am wondering if i have dropped into a bit of insanity about what i NEED to do and what i have the DESIRE to do.
the action i think i will take today, is to keep working on my assignment from my sponsor, make the trip up the hill to see my parents, chill while the BRONCOS do the best with what they have and do my best to let go of my Fantasy Football score. it is a good day to be clean and do the next right thing.

∞ DT ∞