today i will face the day with HOPE
Posted: Tue, Aug 31, 2004 05:12:29 AM
... and be grateful that anything can happen.
i have been less than grateful lately about anything happening over the course of the day. i want predictability, consistency and nice deep rut. and of course i hate when i get that because then i want spontaneity, excitement and surprises.
what an addict!
i want whatever is different and whine when i get it. how can i ever expect to develop an attitude of gratitude if i am stuck in a never ending cycle of unmet expectations and regret.
only through the program and the tools i have been given will i ever learn to be grateful for what i have and learn how to accept more. and that is what i have HOPE for today, the ability to graciously accept what is given.
--DT --
i have been less than grateful lately about anything happening over the course of the day. i want predictability, consistency and nice deep rut. and of course i hate when i get that because then i want spontaneity, excitement and surprises.
what an addict!
i want whatever is different and whine when i get it. how can i ever expect to develop an attitude of gratitude if i am stuck in a never ending cycle of unmet expectations and regret.
only through the program and the tools i have been given will i ever learn to be grateful for what i have and learn how to accept more. and that is what i have HOPE for today, the ability to graciously accept what is given.
--DT --