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Posted: Sat, May 31, 2025 02:00:42 PM
world without sacrificing my recovery or putting myself at risk. i have to admit, yes i know i say that far too often, that i am not overly fond of writing about seeking balance in my life. in fact a year ago, i decided to go old school and keep it simple. a year ago, i also had a trip and fall on one of the easiest hikes in the local area. today, i did my favorite trail and succeeded in making it around the loop, of 4.2 miles and a vertical ascent of 1647 ft, without injuring myself. it is true, that my time was hardly world record or even personal record speed. the fact is, like the Bolder Boulder, i am starting to feel confident that i am getting my fitness swagger back, once again. that is, IMHO, wonderful news and perhaps it means there may a 14'er in my near future.
i, however, have digressed from the whole notion of balancing my recovery, my work, my relationships, my home life and my service to the fellowship, in a manner that allows me to continue to live free. for me, this often feels like i am bragging about how ell i am doing the whole balancing act and i guess after a minute clean, i really should have a clue or three about living a life in balance. the truth is, when i am in my element, i am fairly good, but when traveling with others, well not so much. it is a good thing, i am not traveling any time soon. 😁
there really is not a whole lot of stuff shaking, i am still seeking a job, i still have no answers about next steps with my prostate cancer and i am still in the 190 club. i am doing what i can about the first and third items on that list and letting go of the middle one, as i do not want to drop into fumimh and fretting about something i have no power over. it is a great day to be clean and i feel a nap is in my future.
i, however, have digressed from the whole notion of balancing my recovery, my work, my relationships, my home life and my service to the fellowship, in a manner that allows me to continue to live free. for me, this often feels like i am bragging about how ell i am doing the whole balancing act and i guess after a minute clean, i really should have a clue or three about living a life in balance. the truth is, when i am in my element, i am fairly good, but when traveling with others, well not so much. it is a good thing, i am not traveling any time soon. 😁
there really is not a whole lot of stuff shaking, i am still seeking a job, i still have no answers about next steps with my prostate cancer and i am still in the 190 club. i am doing what i can about the first and third items on that list and letting go of the middle one, as i do not want to drop into fumimh and fretting about something i have no power over. it is a great day to be clean and i feel a nap is in my future.
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