โ i may see using dreams as gifts from my Higher Power, vividly reminding me of the insanity of active addiction โ
Posted: Tue, Jul 17, 2007 09:37:59 AM
and encouraging me to strengthen my recovery. seen in that light, i can be grateful for using dreams.
although it has been a few days since my last using dream, i still find them a bit disturbing, well more than disturbing, for me i start to immediately start to think that i am doing something wrong in my program. when i get up in the morning, i start to scrutinize my behaviors and actions, especially about whether i am doing what i am supposed to be doing in regards to step work, meetings, working with others and sharing at meetings. what i generally discover is that i am not doing something wrong, in a conscious manner. however i find that i have usually withdrawn from those who have been a part of my recovery. hiding what is going on, and concentrating on appearances.
my course of action to prevent a using dream tonight? finish my assignment, call my sponsor and let others know what is going on.
although it has been a few days since my last using dream, i still find them a bit disturbing, well more than disturbing, for me i start to immediately start to think that i am doing something wrong in my program. when i get up in the morning, i start to scrutinize my behaviors and actions, especially about whether i am doing what i am supposed to be doing in regards to step work, meetings, working with others and sharing at meetings. what i generally discover is that i am not doing something wrong, in a conscious manner. however i find that i have usually withdrawn from those who have been a part of my recovery. hiding what is going on, and concentrating on appearances.
my course of action to prevent a using dream tonight? finish my assignment, call my sponsor and let others know what is going on.
∞ DT ∞