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at least doing the best i can. so yes, it has been a frustrating morning, and this is my third attempt to get this rolling. i have be dealing with an issue on my main computer because i did not follow safe-computing practices. i was curious and it came back to bite in in the butt. oh well, back to the future or the past. i finally responded to my missive from hell, and as i reread it yesterday, the emotions and the passion i felt weeks ago, did not reappear. in fact what i felt was pity for my correspondent and a certain unwavering devotion, not to give up on him. we will see where it goes, but i have absolutely no expectations of ever even getting a response. as i know that expectations are premeditated resentments.
so where does that leave me today. well i am going to get as much work done as possible, watch the broncos play with friends, go to a meeting and see where else i might possibly be the man i want to become, in all of my affairs. so unfortunately that means i have to curt this off right here and now and get humping on the stuff i need to do.
it is a great day to be clean!

∞ DT ∞