δ surrendering to surrender μ
Posted: Thu, Jul 21, 2005 05:28:45 AM
once again i find myself in a place that requires me to find a way to surrender. although i have surrendered over and over again since getting clean, there always seems to be yet another thing to surrender. i really do not want to fall victim to ‘ old-timers disease, ’ i also have a problem with the belief that perhaps, in some matters, maybe i do know a thing or two.
well the truth is that belief is rooted in conceit and will kill me, since the part of me i lable my disease uses what it can to take me away from where i need to be.
so what do i need to surrender today that i feel i can handle????????
∞ DT ∞
well the truth is that belief is rooted in conceit and will kill me, since the part of me i lable my disease uses what it can to take me away from where i need to be.
so what do i need to surrender today that i feel i can handle????????
- my life
- my will
- my shortcomings
- and most of all the attitude that i can do this by myself
∞ DT ∞