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Tue, Jun 1, 2021 06:36:47 AM
🏋 it does not 💪
posted: Tue, Jun 1, 2021 06:36:47 AM
matter why i am here, the simple fact that i keep coming back, is more than enough. this morning, as i phone this ditty in, i know that where once upon a time, i did not want recovery, because there was no way i was an addict. today, i know i am an addict and am grateful for a way of living that is far more than mere abstinence. these days, i have a path that allows me to be something more than a person who believes his own press and lives a lie that he created decades ago. in fact, as i jet off for a vacation in Santa Fe, i can be certain that i will make a mistake or three, have a disagreement or four and find myself having to take responsibility for my part in any of those situations. i may not be grateful for having to do so, but i know that i will survive and just stay clean, just for today.
∞ DT ∞
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These writings are not meant to be socially or politically correct, and if you take issue with any opinions expressed, please seek the guidance of someone wiser than me.
Another Look!
↔ meetings and me ↔ 307 words ➥ Wednesday, June 1, 2005 by: donnot∞ more than my mind has arrived in meetings, my heart has arrived, too ∞ 522 words ➥ Thursday, June 1, 2006 by: donnot
δ after some time, i find that more than my mind has arrived in the meeting rooms. δ 284 words ➥ Friday, June 1, 2007 by: donnot
δ very few of us arrive in this fellowship brimming with willingness. δ 286 words ➥ Sunday, June 1, 2008 by: donnot
Δ it does not matter how i came to the fellowship, it only matters that i am here. Δ 640 words ➥ Monday, June 1, 2009 by: donnot
Δ if i keep coming back to meetings … 589 words ➥ Tuesday, June 1, 2010 by: donnot
• i did not have to be clean when i got here but, after my first meeting • 689 words ➥ Wednesday, June 1, 2011 by: donnot
Δ IN THE BEGINNING: i came to meetings Δ 676 words ➥ Friday, June 1, 2012 by: donnot
¢ when i keep coming back, i start to drop my guard, ¢ 781 words ➥ Saturday, June 1, 2013 by: donnot
∗ i came to the rooms because recovery was ∗ 875 words ➥ Sunday, June 1, 2014 by: donnot
⋅ keep coming back ⋅ 734 words ➥ Monday, June 1, 2015 by: donnot
✫ i am here because ✬ 702 words ➥ Wednesday, June 1, 2016 by: donnot
🙌 it does not 🙆 947 words ➥ Thursday, June 1, 2017 by: donnot
🌝 waiting for 🌕 630 words ➥ Friday, June 1, 2018 by: donnot
🌰 the process 🌱 645 words ➥ Saturday, June 1, 2019 by: donnot
😒 brimming 😐 381 words ➥ Monday, June 1, 2020 by: donnot
🤯 more than 🤩 574 words ➥ Wednesday, June 1, 2022 by: donnot
🚶 consistency 🚶 468 words ➥ Thursday, June 1, 2023 by: donnot
😒 manipulation, 😒 501 words ➥ Saturday, June 1, 2024 by: donnot
☯ The Tao that can be spoken is not the eternal Tao ☯
by Lao-Tse
Translated by James Legge
Book 1
3) (Those who) possessed the highest benevolence were (always seeking)
to carry it out, and had no need to be doing so. (Those who) possessed
the highest righteousness were (always seeking) to carry it out, and
had need to be so doing.