self-will
Posted: Sat, Jun 26, 2004 08:24:30 AM
i do have to realize that everything i have been talking about the past couple of days is about my self-will
- not letting my those who care about me in
- acting as if nothing is wrong to impress others
- and forcing my opinions on those who trust me
...but today i realize that the surrender i must make is that 3rd Step one
not some silly "advanced" surrender that i think i need after some time clean
so just for today i will recommit to my 3rd step surrender and make that decsion
DT